Short and Sweet.
Sunday, October 17, 2010 10:31 AM

I HATE MYSELF FOR LOVING YOU THIS MUCH

I shouldn't have listened to a word that you said but how was I to know that the same thing will be happened again,
I was really stupid to believe that you actually will make me happy for once. I thought we had a deal, but you
ended up one stone kills two birds and left me with nothing but disappointment and shits, again.

I so want this to be over. I've been crying, been complaning for the same old shit for 5 months and it really is annoying.
but in the end, somehow, it always comes back to you. you're just too irresistable for god knows why reason.
but whatever it is, I guess, it wouldn't be long til I move on.
I don't have too many hearts to be broken for you. I don't want to be with someone who will never feel the same for me.

saying 'I LOVE YOU' is not the words I want to hear from you
it's not that I dont want you not to say but if you only knew
how easy it would be to show me how you feel
more than words is all you have to do to make it real
more than words is all I ever needed you to show
more than words to show you feel that your love for me is real
then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
cause I already know.